A Scoop of Confusion and Frustration.

I just want to talk to someone. I feel that everything i want to say, is stuck in this chamber in my mind. Im afraid what i say is wrong. What I say is not important. What i say, well it just doesn't come out of my mouth, so instead it's going right here.

-People can be totally misleading, liars.
-My cat is the only person i can talk to without getting a remark back from.
-Dr. Pepper and Mtn. Dew are a great combo
-Math can be stressful, but im GREAT at it.
- I don't paticullarly like reading, but i enjoy the story when i am done.
-I miss my 7th grade teacher!
-George Lopez is hilarious.
-Im not a loser, no matter how many times you tell me.
- When i cry, i am not sad, im furious.
- When i say leave me alone, i mean leave me alone.
- God is with me at all times, and you can't make me believe otherwise.
-Don't tell me i can't do something when i know i can.
-It's nice to be important, but is way more important to be nice!

Thanks for reading my mind feels a bit lighter.

What the heckk is goinng on?!

Well, i can't get yesterday outta my head. Actually, i can't get last week outta my head. As i sit here, i hear the rain, rolling off the roof, the thunder rolling through the sky. Im thinking all about lastweek. I close my eyes.. i hear the words spoken of my teachers soft lips. I hear critisism. I hear encouragment. I hear lessons. I see the wonders of middle school. I see the ugly side of the drama that goes on. I open my eyes.. im crying.

I just wonder what goes on in others brains. I wish i knew what others were thinking, that way i could approach them the right way. I feel the thunder, no wait thats my heart. I try to stop thinking about the negatives that come outta others mouths, but i can't.

I'd love to just ignore them but i can't. "When my heart crys out and the lord helps out, i am safe." God has helped me today.. relize that i am not in need of focusing on the past. I need to look foward to the future and maybe, just maybe....