What the heckk is goinng on?!

Well, i can't get yesterday outta my head. Actually, i can't get last week outta my head. As i sit here, i hear the rain, rolling off the roof, the thunder rolling through the sky. Im thinking all about lastweek. I close my eyes.. i hear the words spoken of my teachers soft lips. I hear critisism. I hear encouragment. I hear lessons. I see the wonders of middle school. I see the ugly side of the drama that goes on. I open my eyes.. im crying.

I just wonder what goes on in others brains. I wish i knew what others were thinking, that way i could approach them the right way. I feel the thunder, no wait thats my heart. I try to stop thinking about the negatives that come outta others mouths, but i can't.

I'd love to just ignore them but i can't. "When my heart crys out and the lord helps out, i am safe." God has helped me today.. relize that i am not in need of focusing on the past. I need to look foward to the future and maybe, just maybe....